You lose, then you win, you lose than you win and your rating does not increase, you feel improvement but it it just so slow, with the onset of massive time constraints it becomes harder to practice and to improve, you study but for what? You play but for what?
The struggles of being a chess fanatic when your education demands everything but it,
and when your country is a backwater for such ventures.
The struggles of being a chess fanatic when your education demands everything but it,
and when your country is a backwater for such ventures.
